Since starting Reunite with You I’ve been scared of success. I’m scared that it won’t take off, that it’ll take too long to thrive, or that I can’t maintain it once it does. Now that I’m finally putting my energy into creating something that I love, it’s terrifying to think about the “what if’s”.
For the longest time I hesitated to share what I created for fear of success -or lack thereof. What if no one even reads it, what if no one relates to it, what if all of my time and effort are useless? It was easier to not know and keep the possibility of success or failure to myself – to stay on the sidelines.
I was still stuck in my schooling mentality. Since there wasn’t a clear path or boxes to check, how can I create future success without a plan of action? Am I supposed to slow down, speed up, or stand still? Do I stay in alignment with who I am now or where I want to be? There were so many questions rushing through my mind that kept me stunned, too afraid to make any moves.